oh! so beautiful

New Zealand 2011!

2011-10-29T19:47:00.003+08:00

Misson: Visit boyfriend and meeting up with long lost childhood friend in Auckland.

Duration: 10 days!

Things I've done!

2011-10-28T11:43:00.004+08:00

Thank you Life:] for your awesome pictures.

Mirrors

2011-07-20T23:29:00.003+08:00

I read on papers and I dont understand why but today I do.
I've changed and I need a mirror to reflect myself today.
Badly.

Im actually pretty afraid of who I am today and how much I've changed.
Guilt, killing me silently but then again, we are paid for the service.

3 more months to love and embrace what I hate. Will I succeed?

Quickie

2011-07-20T13:12:00.002+08:00

Its been a long time since I blogged. So what's new.

Work.
so...

I look forward to pampering myself with massage and manicure-pedicure session wherever I feel I need a one. Psss... Just gotten a body massage last night :P

Its a busy July & August for me. How is yours?

25-27July to Ipoh.
4 more training sessions to go,
5 more weeks,
36more days,
and Im off to greet Kia Ora.

59 more days

2011-06-27T21:06:00.002+08:00

Another 59 more days till we can hold hands again yet, Im not looking forward to meet my love. Its nice to say our hellos again, but Im not ready to bid goodbye :(

Wedding inspirations.

2011-05-26T20:20:00.002+08:00

I'll have a greek goddess white dress for my ceremony.
and...

I'll have a Shanghai jazz themes reception and
I'll be wearing a piece from Shanghai Tangs.

Leap

2011-05-17T00:14:00.002+08:00

It felt almost like on the peak of a mountain and suddenly you realized you are merely streaming along the valley. It scares me to bits and I wonder if my heart desires could be reached. How long will it take, for me to be physically standing on the peak, enjoying the view from the top? Yet to know. *big sighs*

"If my mind can conceive it, and my heart can believe it - then I can achieve it" - Muhammad Ali.

Long Distance

2011-05-14T23:30:00.009+08:00

Dear boyfriend,

I miss you!!!
I miss how we enjoy munching grain waves while watching Stephen Chow's movie.
Yoghurt+Orange Mango Charlie Quench+brush our teeth+how we race along the path from the toilet back to the room :(
and the time we spent together.
*sniff*

P.S- Did I mentioned my player randomly played Long Distance by Bruno Mars while I was editing this picture? *depressing*

comfort

2011-01-27T09:02:00.002+08:00

Isiah 41:10
Don't be afraid, for I am with you.
Don't be discourage, for I am your God.
I will hold you up with my victorious right hand.

2011-01-17T20:13:00.004+08:00

Hey you,

YES.
YOU!
You copy cat!

Hate you much,
Angeline.

2010-12-01T00:46:00.000+08:00

Beautiful Lord, Wonderful Saviour
I know for sure, all of my days are held in your hands, crafted
into your perfect plan
You gently call me into your presence guiding me by Your Holy Spirit
Teach me dear Lord to live all of my life through Your eyes
I'm captured by Your holy calling
Set me apart, I know you're drawing me to yourself
Lead me Lord I pray

Chorus:
Take me, Mold me, use me, fill me
I give my life to the Potter's hand
Call me, guide me, lead me, walk beside me
I give my life to the Potter's hand

You gently call me into your presence guiding me by your Holy Spirit
Teach me dear Lord to live all of my life through your eyes
I'm captured by your Holy calling
set me apart, I know your drawing me to yourself
lead me Lord I pray

twenty-two

2010-10-21T09:00:00.004+08:00

At the age of 22, I thank God for the hearts and desires that is planted in my heart and I believe this drives me going and thanking Him everyday for a brand new day. Not everyone is as blessed as me to be able choose or have what they want to do at this point of life.

My job could be tiring and exhausting sometimes, but I shall not complain too much. I remember the conversation I had with girlfriend Bee in a bar at Viaduct Quay and I believe it will come to a past very soon.

Meanwhile, I will just have to keep pressing on and look forward to end of the year. 66 more days and still counting down. Love.

Hat Yai

2010-09-08T15:07:00.005+08:00

I made a wish....

2010-09-03T11:21:00.006+08:00

You could make yours too here.

Spring!

2010-08-31T17:22:00.003+08:00

Now, I wished I was still in NZ to witness spring.

[ n } I missed us :(

Southen Alps

2010-08-30T00:11:00.004+08:00

2010-08-02T18:31:00.003+08:00

Try not to become a man of success but rather to become a man of value.
-Albert Einstein

I don't know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everybody.
-Bill Cosby

Sometimes in life you dont feel like you're a winner, but that doesnt mean you are not a winner
-Lady Gaga

We can draw lessons from the past, but we cannot live in it.
-Lyndon B Johnson

To accomplish great things we must not only act but also dream, not only plan but also believe.
-Anatole

Dolphins :)

2010-07-14T10:16:00.003+08:00

blessed.

2010-07-08T17:34:00.002+08:00

1. I have my parent's blessing to take a year off before I start working.

2.By God's grace, my holiday working visa was granted :D

3.I have an awesome boyfriend who is patience and able to tolerate me.

4. I got a job interview in Singapore * crossing my fingers, hoping everything goes well*

5. A holiday with my family in September.

6. I got a new toy and I have not named it yet.

7. Gorgeous girlfriends who makes my day :D

2010-06-30T17:31:00.002+08:00

i missed the train ride :(

Dunedin

2010-05-21T17:31:00.002+08:00

Pft!
Am not happy about my trip to Dunedin.
I was suppose to attend a judging course on Saturday
and roam around the city for 1/2 a day before I depart back to Christchurch.
Thanks to M&Ms and junkies I had that got me sick.
Bad sore throat, runny nose, and a slight fever.
Bohooo! :(
I left Dunedin on Saturday evening itself unexpectedly
because I was sick and depressed and I manage to catch the last bust ride to Chch.
* I always thought being sick, and having a boyfriend with you by your side will make you comfy and better. Turned out it feels the same. Depressing.*

12 hours bus ride down and up from Christchurch to Dunedin.
Did I mentioned, I had gorgeous view throughout my whole journey and I didnt take any pictures, simply because I was sick and too depress?
Regret sial.
I might consider taking a 6 hours bus ride down to Dunedin and take a flight back up to Christchurch someday for the sake of taking pictures.
We'll see.

Winter Wonderland

2010-05-06T09:38:00.004+08:00

Its getting cold here in Christchurch.
Summer dresses are packed in my luggage and
i have ugly long sleeved winter clothing in the wardrobe.
Well, if i can survive camping up in the highlands,
walking around with just jeans, spaghetti top and a shawl during midnight,
shower and wash by the river, I can definitely survive the winter.
I guess its not a choice, I will have to survive. Pft!

Its been a long long long time since I've worked out in the gym.
I feel fat, saggy and unhealthy.
I have no motivation to workout and its a long walk to the gym.
Hence, I cant stop telling myself I need some fats to survive the cold cold winter.
Im one hopeless lady.
Did I mention, I have 2 fat bags of colourful skittles and M&M?

Oh meanwhile, Im still contemplating whether to get a copy of Photojojo.
Apparently its a good buy and a 5star.
Should I?

Another 122 days

2010-04-14T14:21:00.004+08:00

to annoy you,
to cuddle and snuggle,
to hold your hands,
to spend time with you :(

Look at the bright side Angie,

Thank God for MSN, Skype,Fring and Internet access :)

Your dad blessed you with a new Nokia where you can

access to the internet anytime.

Cheer up!

Its Autumn!

2010-04-10T19:24:00.007+08:00

i change my mind.

2010-04-03T09:09:00.003+08:00

I did mention once that I dont mind being a single mother. Not anymore.I dont think I can deal with the depression and teenage-identity-crisis phase with my children. Alone. But,I can certainly can deal with the teachers and principals, as long my children excel in their studies, stay away from ciggie, alcohols and drugs.

Conclusion: I dont think I have the ability to raise a kid by my own anymore :S

Alphabet

2010-04-01T18:48:00.001+08:00

[Watercolour] plus{Scan} plus {Photoshop} = result

Ahhhhh....

2010-03-31T06:30:00.005+08:00

Im sipping a cup of coffee and having me time at Starbucks.

Its a pain in the ass cuz I have to pay for the internet access. Pft!

But hey, I get to spend me time alone :)

Oh not to forget, catching up with the gorgeous one in UK and

doing online personality quizzes.

Pretty accurate.

Here's the link.

Have fun!

Of a friend

2010-03-26T05:42:00.003+08:00

Dont pretend or make an assumption that you know me well.

The fact is, you dont * highlight and super super bold dont*.

I hate it when you made me believed that I need help.

I feel tired talking about it again, when I know nothing can be done.

It was just a moving on phase for me and I needed fresh air.

Its been 11 months and the episode still haunts me.

Sighs.

2010-03-23T16:47:00.000+08:00

I hate airplane.

Makes me depress.

Sighs.

Christchurch

2010-03-06T15:04:00.004+08:00

2010-03-04T10:16:00.002+08:00

When will I learn to count my blessings?
Sighs.
I need me time and a walk.
Maybe this weekend.
:)

2010-02-15T00:19:00.006+08:00

last week, uncle tim accompanied grandma for a check up at the hospital.

"your mum seems healthy and fine"

"but my mum says she feels dizzy and unwell"

"hmmmm..."

5 mins later.

"what time does your mum sleeps"

"11pm"

"and what time does she wakes up in the morning?"

"4.30am"

doctor was shocked.

which grandma gets up at 4.30am?

"ah poh...why do you wake up so early in the morning?"

"i need to wake up early to catch the fresh air for my morning exercise"

"cant you do it at 6am or later?"

"no i cant"

"why?"

"by 6am there will be many vehicles on the road, the air is polluted and I cant have my fresh air"

My grandma ( mummy's mum) is in the mid or late 70s, still healthy and alive :)

She needs to chill, relax and have more rest as she is old.

She wakes up 4.30 am in the morning for morning exercise before the "air is polluted" at 6.30am. It is more than having her fresh air and exercise. She wants to be the first to be awake, and gets up earlier than the maid of course, so she can be director and give out orders.

"why do you want to wake up earlier than the maid?"

"so i can prepare breakfast"

"the maid can prepare breakfast for us. She is not dumb!"

"but my breakfast is better than her's"

=="

i want this.

2010-02-13T17:36:00.003+08:00

Yellowgoat

a lil bit more about myself

2010-02-10T20:19:00.003+08:00

delete

2010-02-10T12:52:00.002+08:00

Yes.

I deleted 95% of my blog post.

Why?

No reasons. I just feel like deleting, so I did :)

bummer.

2010-01-06T13:14:00.003+08:00

I've been having the same routine for the past 2 weeks.

12 hours of sleep - eat - gym - eat- sleep.

How productive.

pft.

2009-12-19T21:21:00.003+08:00

Dear Alex,

Have a safe flight back home.

Remember to get me a packet of Fredo.

Make sure you have the best froggies in it.

Text me once you touch down.

Love,

Ruby

xoxo

2009-12-18T11:54:00.003+08:00

20: Andrew is coming to town.

23:Sharon is coming to town & Christmas dinner and sleepover @ One World :)

25:Its Christmas!

26:Cousin Sam's wedding :)

31:New Year Eve.

2009-12-15T17:59:00.005+08:00

Dear Alex,

I wished i could be there with you on your big day. You must be very excited.

I can picture you standing proud and tall when you receive your scroll.

Enjoy your day and hope to see you when you are home.

Congrats my dear :)

Love,

Ruby

xoxo

Featured!

2009-11-28T12:15:00.007+08:00

The Nonsense Cookbook,

final year project was published in Octane,

Nov 09 issue.

mr peter rabbit

2009-11-22T21:47:00.002+08:00

mr peter rabbit has a fly up on his nose, (x3)

so he flips it & he flops it and

it flew right away.

oh.... mr peter rabbit (x3)

so he flips it & he flops it and

it flew right away.

of a house & heartaches.

2009-04-27T23:31:00.006+08:00

i still dont know why.
is either im trying to be optimistic
or im making a fool out of myself.

you tell me.this is what im seeing at the moment.

a big house.
locked with windows.
i would like to have a glimpse around the house.
but it's lock.
the best i can do is stand by the window & peek in.
i dont want to peek.
i want to walk in and feel the ambiance.
i want to see every details of the interior.
i want to twirl around the living rooms
and skip like a small girl from rooms to rooms.
i just want to get in.

today manage to break a window panel
and have a better glimpse.
hopefully i will manage to find the key.
the right key.
maybe i will someday.
maybe i dont.
we'll see.

my heart aches
knowing i cant do anything about it.
i wished i could help but i cant.
the best i can do,
is stand by your side and wait.

im begin to see another side of the picture.
is beautiful.
i wished you could see it for yourself.
but first, you got some cleaning up to do.
come join me.
im waiting.

P.S- have a little faith.

2009-01-08T11:43:00.002+08:00

Dear Boy,

I do not know who you are, but I know we will meet and very soon.

I pray when we fall in love, you will love me for who I am and not judging me for who I was. Please do not expect me to be someone prettier or thinner and compare me with other girls because this is how God made me. I pray that you will be someone who is understanding and be patience with me because sometimes I can be all over the place and out of my mind. This is when you need to be firm handling me, making sure I will not fall off track and at the same time you’re tenderness will make me warm and secure again. When I cry and im not in a good condition, you will put me to bed and whisper darling is alright and hold me close to your arm. You will shower me with confidence and smiles.

My favourite colour changes according to my mood and season. So don’t bother remembering my favorite colour. You can tell through my desktop wallpaper and my blog colour scheme. Please don’t bother getting me flowers or dinning in a fancy restaurant on Valentine Day because I don’t like the idea your money being suck away.

Please remember nobody is perfect. I might not be a perfect girlfriend who has an ability to do everything. But I promise I will do my best. When you’re down I hope my nonsense will be able to cheer you up. I will love you, accommodate you and understand where you are coming from. Please do tell me if anything I do bothers you or something doesn’t seem right.I might not like what I hear but I would like you to be honest with me.

I hope Im not asking too much of you. But I will try my best to be kind understanding and love you dearly for who you are not expecting too much from you. Thank you for reading this is all I ask. For now. Till then.

Yours always,

Angeline.

Christmas Potbless!

2008-12-22T18:50:00.003+08:00

one. christmas potbless. yummy tummy yum-yum!
rachbabe! sorry have to head home early. was very tired.
hope to see you soon. like real soon.

two. i missed roe's apple crumple & mash potato. i miss you la!

three. all i want for christmas is ....................

four. im sick of shopping malls. i've been shopping since the month of nov.
i want a holiday away from the city.

five. im hungry. i shall go hunt for food now.

Urbanscape 08

2008-11-30T00:51:00.004+08:00

Cloth bangles sold at RM 7 during Urbanscape 08.

Was featured in Tongue in Chic.

Bagan Lalang!

2008-10-03T11:28:00.010+08:00

The kampung decided to hit the beach during our Raya break.
Throw me a beach and being me, I got roasted!
I used feel hot & sexy after a tan.
I guess not this time.
I got over roasted.
Painful!

Moonshine @ The Apartment, KLCC

2008-09-21T22:26:00.008+08:00

*missing in pictures- xuanhun

Currently listening to For her by Reza Salleh

2008-07-21T00:09:00.003+08:00

departure hall : FGA KL's basement
time : 1300
arrival hall : raub

4 sessions, 3 days, 2 night, 1 memorable experience

Children are simply amazing & i wished i could bring them all home.
they have pretty cool name.
from orang asli's little Sinar to Angelina!

when i was in raub i feel so relax and free.
i dont need to care and worried for anyone.
now that im back,
im wondering & worried for you.

am not going to blog much about my trip to raub.
pictures will do!
is seriously an experience that i will never forget.
enjoy the picture.
till then good night!

*might blog about it. as the spirit leads. amen!*

Currently Canto Pop is stuck in my mind.

Ku mahu cinta Yesus selamanya,
Ku mahu cinta Yesus selamanya,
Meskipun badai silih berganti di dalam hidupku,
Ku mahu cinta Yesus selamanya.

Ya Abah, Ya Bapa,
Ini aku anakMu,
Layaklah seluruh hidupku,
Ya Abah, Ya Bapa,
Ini aku anakMu,
Pakailah sesuai dengan rencanaMu.